There's so much more i don't know.. So much more to learn, to find out.. yet, it's supposed to be, simple enough.. Sometimes I wish I was wiser, and at times, I wish I could be blissfully ignorant.. haha.. But that's not to be the case..

So, in this process of acquiring more understanding, the more I find myself lacking.. and, at points, I wonder if it's all necessary.. Is the work and pain of learning, of understanding worth the understanding?

At this point, I feel like I need to know so much more.. so inadequately equipped I feel.. But, devouring as much as I can while I still can.. In the hopes of bringing, leading others to fulfill God's calling in their lives.. to love God more.. to know God more..

Not that I have already attained all these.. But I press on to possess that perfection for which Christ Jesus first possessed me.. Philippians 3:12