To feel or not to feel.. What to feel, and what not to feel..

It’s not to compete.. But to complete..

The journey looks really long at this distance, but maybe I’m looking at the wrong thing..

It just stings at times..

But I’d really like to know what to do about what I feel..

Delve fully into it.. Or, shove it under the rug..

At this point, all I can and know to do..

Is to hand it to You.. Deal with me as You wish dear Lord..

You are..

Build me an altar in this place.. I’ll send My rain..

Build me an altar with your hearts.. I'll send the fire..